Boot camp

I’m still recovering from my illness and have to participate in the boot camp with Chris Keith. It is killing me. I have not been able to smell for over a week because my nose is still congested so breathing has become very difficult especially when I am exercising. I constantly spitting up mucus from my nose and it is still disgusting. Any cardiovascular activity has become near impossible. My muscles are flaccid, brain is confused, and lungs are strained. I have never had this difficult of a time exercising in my life. As an overweight kid I still had enough endurance to finish whatever sport or exercise I chose to do, however, I have for the first time in a while have started to dread going to boot camp. I cannot keep up with the routines and I feel as if I am slowing down the people next to me. This is going to be a very long 6 more weeks of internship until I can muster up the energy to finish. I wish I had a white flag to hold at Chris and tell him I give up.